baby its cold outside.

Christmas was lovely! I got the most gorgeous camera ever, and a lot more..such as clothes, jewelery, the gossip girl season 2 boxset, makesup, bags, shoes, money, music etc. Im a very lucky girl. I spent the day with Kelli. We went to the cinema with warren. We saw Avatar..it was soo good, i cried :p heres some pictures of some of the lovely things i recieved..

fasination

i have a weird love of blood, smoke and fire. people think im a freak...although that may be true. there is just something about them that is so artistic.

For years, I hated myself. i covered the mirrors in my house. I literally couldnt have a mirror in my room. I still cant sit in a restraunt or someplace where I can catch my reflection. I get so paranoid.

I'd rather you hate me for everything i am, than ever love me for something im not.